What is truly my Spirit

WOLF!!!!!!!!!!! Wake the hell up!!! Tom actually sounds scared as I shake from my sleep, actually scared myself. Some because of him and some because of the Dream. Tom looking at me had this worried look as always. "another night terror?" Yup i responded, but different. This one felt real, I could smell things, hear like not before and the sensation of instinct was powerful. Shaking his head he threw me a towel to wipe the sweat off my face. " This must have been a good one, you where Howling this time. Like Fozz_E does when he sees a Cow or something" I just wish I could tell him about the dreams. The cloudy visions I bring into the waking world after one of these Dreams. Visions of Masters' shopping for there "pets" at some sort of mall like setting. Ruling it of to my pup side and the imagination that I have probably is what is causing them.
This one more powerful than before. Scary indeed. Getting ready to go back out on the truck, I pull open the hood, check the oil, Anti-Freeze, so forth, dream still on my mind. Normally I can go out on the road and think through a lot of these dreams and be ok with it. This same one keeps coming back and it really bothers me, no rational answer.
I call the man who helped me discover my true nature and tell him about it. The market place, the way I veiwed it as though I was a hybrid. Mostly Wolf with human markings. how the dream ended the same way as before. " Sorry pup no Master this time." Then he , this figure , would clip a leash to my collar and then lead me off. Usally I would wake and vague remnints of the dream only would remain. This time, as I told him, the smells, sounds remaind. It really scared me.
He calmed that spirit of mine to allow me to drive safe. His words always comfort me. He said that the meds I am on probably was the cause of the more vivid dreams. Your right Sir, that has to be it. Hung up and left on the week worth of long haul.
Second Day out and the dream would not leave me, Something I am missing it has to be. Oh Well, it is just a Dream.

"Here is a good looking one, what is his story?" What the hell is this, Paws, Tail, This has to be a hood on me, feels like it anyway. "He keeps being brought in but for some reason his sponser keeps pulling him back" They have got to be talking about me.....CAGE I am in a Cage! " He seems like a fine pup, why the pull back" The sponsor keeps saying he is not ready yet, needing more training to stay a pup" PUP!!???? I am a dog in a cage. " He seems to like where he is?" I am indeed happy this way. Feels good and I love the feel of a collar.
"Well I will try again when we meet, I really like this one" Why is no one looking to take me home. why am I pulled back I think to myself. DAMN the dream again. More of it I remember, more of the smells. I called my mentor and he assured me I was going to be O.K. and it was a dream. He asked if it really Disturbed me that much. I told hm that it did not in fact I was upset most times to awake and realize it was a dream only. I longed for a leash and a Master, to be for him and no others. That is a good goal he says. Would it bother you if it actually happened, some Master may not allow you to work and keep you a Dog he reminds me. I tell him I am just fine with that. Then enjoy the dreams Pup and who knows they may come true.

The Moon goes Full and I go to the back yard and Howl at it. Scares the neighbors when I do but to hell with it, I feel the need. Shortly after I feel groggy, normal after my evening pill. What THE!!??!?, thinking to myself. Dreaming again is the response to myself...but wait! How could i tell myself I am dreaming? Sniffing hard the smell is real enough, the feel of the leather paws and hood, the feel of the tail in my butt. I head butt the cage and "BONG" DAMN that hurt! Easy pup your turn is coming. Your Sponsor has not pulled you back this time, your up for a Master. He says your ready and so we are going to get you paired up this time. THIS TIME! Oh My God this is no dream. This is real!! I go to scream a cry for help, no go I am muzzled and all that comes out is a whimper.
Looking around are other "PUPS" in cages and looking like me. Some really scared and others eager to please those gaurding the cages. One by one they are led away on Leashes. Then is just me . Yup this is a dream if i am still here.
WELL WELL WELL from across the room. Looks like it is time to take you home....Harley. HARLEY?! how would anyone know that name. Only my Mentor does. He gave me that when he took me into my pup modes and helped me grow.
No need to drug you to forget all this, not this time.
Your now going to begin your new life. I am your sponsor. I was the one who kept you from being given to a Master other than me. I needed to see if you were truly ready to be a Dog for good. I see now you are. You will have a good life with me Harley. With that he puts a New collar on my neck, with a Tag of my Name and his phone number, then clips a leash to me. Coe on Harley my pet, time to go home. As the cage door opens and I ma led out, he slaps my butt hard and I yelp louldly in the Muzzle. See Harley, no dream this time. Your mine now.
Lets go home.
No fuzzie feeling, smells crisp and real, and I look up into my Mentors' now Master's eyes and know I am his and from now on forth I am his Harley, HIs pet